Nothing much that I can say. We both were very very different. We both have a different lifestyle. I don't know whether we can work it out or not. Literally, I can say that he's a skematic person. Ada ke eh word skematic tuh? Haha. He has different personality. Memang sangat jauh beza with me. And for sure, if siapa-siapa yang kenal me, mesti akan macam, "macam mana dia boleh accept you?". And I bet, his friend mesti macam, "macam ni ke perempuan yang dia pilih". Not to say that I'm that bad. But you know, surrounding with people yang boleh di-kategori-kan "yang bukan jenis aku", makes me feels like, oh I'm a siput now. Sometimes, selalu terfikir boleh ke diorang semua accept the way I am. Tapi so far, alhamdulillah tengok macam okay. Behind me? Don't know la, takmo buruk sangka.
Obviously, I'm the type of person yang suka hu-ha hu-ha. Suka enjoy. I means, takdelah yang hu-ha sangat kan. I do love music very very much. I enjoy being at concert, gigs and so on (sekarang dah less minat sebab macam dah tak suka berhimpi-himpit, bersesak-sesak). I enjoy watching MTV. I enjoy listening to every song and especially if ada lagu-lagu baru keluar. And memang akan update untuk tau semua lagu even sometimes takdelah semua kan. But he don't. Memang jauh menyimpang dari dia. Tapi dia dengar jugak lah radio and tau jugak lah bila tanya,"ni lagu apa eh?". And I do have my own passion. It's not about music je, but photography, piano, IT and sekarang nih, macam more into movies sikit. But he don't. I don't see that he has any passion into this. He loves travelling, but I'm not. I can say that he's such a backpacker. And that is so not me. We have different passion ok. Travelling is so not me. Sometimes la, itupun if I want to release tension. But him, every year, three to five times mesti akan travel. At least twice a year. Memang travel best, tapi entah lah ek. Sometimes je lah kot. Ke sebab dia dah minat travel so I won't? Idk, yang pastinya memang my passion more into art lah. I have to admit that sometimes, he's such a boring person. Ye lah, bila benda yang kita suka buat tapi dia tak. You know how it feels, aite. Tak boleh nak buat benda yang kita suka, sama-sama dengan dia. Setakat 2-3 kali tu ada la. But, he always make me laugh. Ada je jokes dia. That's why I like him very much. And maybe that's the reason why I'm stick with him.
And I love lepaking. Everytime after kerja, of course I'll find my friends and having a lepak session. Boleh kira dalam seminggu hanya one or two days je yang tak lepak. Cuma bulan puasa nih takdelah nak melepak kan. I'm not the type yang jenis melekat dekat rumah. Except for the weekends la. Weekend is the time for family. And sometimes, if tak gather dengan family on weekend, so apalagi, doing my routine la. Lepaking. Am I that bad? But he don't. After work, balik rumah siap-siap and then tidur. Tidur awal ok. If not pun, he'll spend all his time at the gym. Boleh kira dalam sebulan dia lepak-lepak cuma one to three times je. If balik pukul 2-3 pagi, itu akan jadi satu benda untuk dia merungut. If ajak dia lepak dengan myfriends pun, sekejap je. And kalau berdua dengan dia, mesti dia akan suruh balik awal. Perempuan tak elok balik lewat nanti apa-apa jadi dia risau. I don't have any problem with that sebab memang betul pun apa yang dia cakap tuh. So memang selalu ikut jugak cakap dia cuma if lepak dengan kawan-kawan tuh takpe la kot. Coz ramai kan. Tapi one of perangai dia yang saya suka, dia bukan lah jenis mengongkong sangat. Yes, he's jealous tapi tak mengongkong. He shows that sometimes he's jealous but still cool. Heh. Ermm, but guess what, even Facebook pun dia takde. Not to say he's kuno or what, tapi dia memang bukan jenis type macam tu. Apa dalam kepala dia hanya fokus satu benda je, nak kumpul duit dulu. And for that reason, of course la I wouldn't get what I want now kan. So I have to be patient la. If I could, then I'll wait la kot. Hihi. Actually, banyak lagi the differences between me and him. He is so different. Lain dari yang lain hoccay. But I guess, that's what make him so special to me. And now, I just go with the flow. If ada jodoh dengan dia, ada. If not, berserah je la kan. Oh, cuma ada satu je persamaan kitorang pun - ego. And kitorang mesti akan rasa berdebar bila berjumpa. That's what he said to me and what I said to him. That's all.
Maybe God has created him to guide me after I've split up with my ikan paus? And maybe we're meant together after all the coincidence that happened to us in the last few months? Or is it just a rebound? I don't know. I don't know. And I really don't know. I have no idea what is happened to me now. Am I being in love or just...? Don't know how to explain. But I do have feelings for you, special boyfriend. And now, I am missing you.
Obviously, I'm the type of person yang suka hu-ha hu-ha. Suka enjoy. I means, takdelah yang hu-ha sangat kan. I do love music very very much. I enjoy being at concert, gigs and so on (sekarang dah less minat sebab macam dah tak suka berhimpi-himpit, bersesak-sesak). I enjoy watching MTV. I enjoy listening to every song and especially if ada lagu-lagu baru keluar. And memang akan update untuk tau semua lagu even sometimes takdelah semua kan. But he don't. Memang jauh menyimpang dari dia. Tapi dia dengar jugak lah radio and tau jugak lah bila tanya,"ni lagu apa eh?". And I do have my own passion. It's not about music je, but photography, piano, IT and sekarang nih, macam more into movies sikit. But he don't. I don't see that he has any passion into this. He loves travelling, but I'm not. I can say that he's such a backpacker. And that is so not me. We have different passion ok. Travelling is so not me. Sometimes la, itupun if I want to release tension. But him, every year, three to five times mesti akan travel. At least twice a year. Memang travel best, tapi entah lah ek. Sometimes je lah kot. Ke sebab dia dah minat travel so I won't? Idk, yang pastinya memang my passion more into art lah. I have to admit that sometimes, he's such a boring person. Ye lah, bila benda yang kita suka buat tapi dia tak. You know how it feels, aite. Tak boleh nak buat benda yang kita suka, sama-sama dengan dia. Setakat 2-3 kali tu ada la. But, he always make me laugh. Ada je jokes dia. That's why I like him very much. And maybe that's the reason why I'm stick with him.
And I love lepaking. Everytime after kerja, of course I'll find my friends and having a lepak session. Boleh kira dalam seminggu hanya one or two days je yang tak lepak. Cuma bulan puasa nih takdelah nak melepak kan. I'm not the type yang jenis melekat dekat rumah. Except for the weekends la. Weekend is the time for family. And sometimes, if tak gather dengan family on weekend, so apalagi, doing my routine la. Lepaking. Am I that bad? But he don't. After work, balik rumah siap-siap and then tidur. Tidur awal ok. If not pun, he'll spend all his time at the gym. Boleh kira dalam sebulan dia lepak-lepak cuma one to three times je. If balik pukul 2-3 pagi, itu akan jadi satu benda untuk dia merungut. If ajak dia lepak dengan myfriends pun, sekejap je. And kalau berdua dengan dia, mesti dia akan suruh balik awal. Perempuan tak elok balik lewat nanti apa-apa jadi dia risau. I don't have any problem with that sebab memang betul pun apa yang dia cakap tuh. So memang selalu ikut jugak cakap dia cuma if lepak dengan kawan-kawan tuh takpe la kot. Coz ramai kan. Tapi one of perangai dia yang saya suka, dia bukan lah jenis mengongkong sangat. Yes, he's jealous tapi tak mengongkong. He shows that sometimes he's jealous but still cool. Heh. Ermm, but guess what, even Facebook pun dia takde. Not to say he's kuno or what, tapi dia memang bukan jenis type macam tu. Apa dalam kepala dia hanya fokus satu benda je, nak kumpul duit dulu. And for that reason, of course la I wouldn't get what I want now kan. So I have to be patient la. If I could, then I'll wait la kot. Hihi. Actually, banyak lagi the differences between me and him. He is so different. Lain dari yang lain hoccay. But I guess, that's what make him so special to me. And now, I just go with the flow. If ada jodoh dengan dia, ada. If not, berserah je la kan. Oh, cuma ada satu je persamaan kitorang pun - ego. And kitorang mesti akan rasa berdebar bila berjumpa. That's what he said to me and what I said to him. That's all.
Maybe God has created him to guide me after I've split up with my ikan paus? And maybe we're meant together after all the coincidence that happened to us in the last few months? Or is it just a rebound? I don't know. I don't know. And I really don't know. I have no idea what is happened to me now. Am I being in love or just...? Don't know how to explain. But I do have feelings for you, special boyfriend. And now, I am missing you.
bf baru awak thrill la. :p
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situasi kita agak sama..tp sy da nak tunang..tp kdg2 still rasa tak paham dia..eee..sy hrp smua ok la..hmm
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